He still seems to be a favorite of people

She's writing it here- because she doesn't wish to write elsewhere. Kev says that if I don't like my options I should find/make one I like.
-one is to sit here and hope things turn out the way I want- which is only good if they do. and until then terrible.
-the other is to forget- which probably means losing a good friend a the process. And the friend seems to do a bit of abjecting without me saying anything. They talk to me first most of the time. I don't object.
my third... is- I'm not sure I can't change anyone's minds and I don't know what else to do. I could always tell them things. They just confuse me. I guess it's payback?

-Mil

She loves you, whoever you are. Maybe, maybe she just loves one of you.... >_>

Hi, I was going to make a terrible valentines piece, but I never did. I think maybe I'm too happy for that. I think maybe..... I'm not sure. Maybe I'm trying to prove it was just that....girl hormones. or just to say: I'm happy, why aren't you? Maybe I'm not really happy- just pretending I am- except that leads to real happiness- Mel doesn't understand.

-Mel

I went out Friday morning and took some pictures- and I would love to put them on here, because I think some of them are really pretty. (and who doesn't like pictures of ice on trees?) Also I didn't get hit by falling tree limbs or power lines. (I almost got hit by some ice though.) It was about a half an inch of ice that coated just about everything- fyi.
I have internet/power work to do now, so adios.

-Mil

Are terrible or something. I keep beating myself up today. I've stabbed myself twice with needles and hit my head on my roommates bed (bunkbeds) Also- my ice isn't frozen yet. the people across the hall always play loud music and I don't want to put my headphones on because I keep getting up and pacing around. (even though that's a bad idea, because i will probably end up hurting myself.
I had to print out a punch of things today and the black ink started to hate me... and I don't know why... it keep coming out brown. I still have some type to do and.... Images... that's coming along- except I still need to right some letters. I don't remember all the cursive letters... Also some holiday card for design.
I won the t-shirt contest for school again... probably because graphic designers don't exist. I have to work on that too.
I'm also attempting to make a corset. ^_^;
I think I will play... WoW now...

-Mil

also I geek